(Scroll me!) Haiii! New month new page! Very very short entry here just to say it might be very quiet on here until the end of June as I'm busy with exams right now. Don't think anything has happened in my life since the last update. I'm getting a printer with DSA which is fun. Still considering a tattoo of Teresa of Avila lmk if its stupid or if theres a cooler saint I should get tattooed. Yeah thats it I know this is so brief but I would feel bad about disappearing for a month even though nobody is reading this haha. But all my exams so far have been really good and I hope anybody reading this is having a fun time. Once I'm done with exams I might mess about with this website and add some JS elements that I couldn't be bothered to add before. But all my summer plans will be unveiled later......

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I have a great announcement girls. My counsellor gave me loads of her CDs and DVDs that she was going to throw away. Highlights include Donnie Darko, an Air CD, and Pet Sounds on CD. There are many I've never heard of but I'm excited to listen to. I'm very very happy about this. She also said I am an interesting person which I don't know how to take because I would view that as a compliment but when a mental health person says that to you I think its Bad. You may also notice I'm messing with the website and trying to add a status page. I was going to do this manually but it SUCKS to do that so I'm going to test status.cafe. Anyway this will not be long it's just popping in because again I'm busy w exams. Bye bye

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Back w another short thing girls. I watched True Romance that was one of the DVDs I got and I love it loads. I haven't had time to write a whole review for here but my summarised thoughts are on Letterboxd (ps ps username pathologic) and I may expand on them later. I've been sorting out my Spotify library which has taken over my life a bit. But my playlists were cheesing me off because they didn't match the assigned mood so I thought I'd start from scratch. I forgot that in 2019 when you added an album to yr library it added every song to yr liked songs so its been a ballache clearing that out. My exams are going well so far thought I'd say that too. I finished the biography on Lawrence I liked it a lot, similar to the Letterboxd situation my thoughts are on Goodreads for now. Just go to the link for that one I don't know what my username is lol. Thats it for now. I might do these little ones every day instead of bigger updates less frequently lmk. Well I won't have anything to do after the next 2 weeks so I'll probs wind up doing big updates everyday. Bye

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Hi girls. I've been thinking about the Beach Boys a lot recently and today it came to my attention it was a year today that Brian Wilson died. I was generally thinking about them and then 2 weeks ago I got Smile on CD at the charity shop and on Monday my counsellor gave me Pet Sounds on CD as well. Isn't that a strange coincidence? I'd like to talk about Pet Sounds especially today because it's my fav album of all time.

I first listened to it when I was 16. I don't know why. But it changed my life. I will admit I am a complete music snob, especially so around 16 haha, and I never listened to the Beach Boys because I was dismissive of pop music in casual teenage fashion. Never again after that damn album. So so beautiful. Wouldn't It Be Nice is probably the best pop song ever made its so so sweet. But That's Not Me is one of my favs on the album. Very underrated. Sometimes it is like DAMN I DID soon find out that my lonely life wasn't so pretty!!!! Meant a lot to me when I was a lonely little teenager. Still does as a lonely little adult.

My fav when I was 16 was I Just Wasn't Made For These Times. Hell of a song. I went into the album thinking the Beach Boys exclusively did happy surfer songs so it blew my mind. When I was 16 I would reread the Catcher in the Rye obsessively so obviously its whole angst appealed to me. I spent a great deal of time at that age lying in bed and crying and listening to that on repeat. I used to vary between constantly listening to Manic Street Preacher's The Holy Bible and Pet Sounds. Two most depressive albums in the world. I think that might be it for this post because I can't express a lot of my thoughts on the album because it very much communicates the divine to me and thats something I can't express in words. Bye bye!

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Hi girls its been a week. Been busy w exams this week so haven't been able to catch up. I figured out the status page. To be fair I'm just using it to post what albums and movies and books and stuff I'm listening or watching or reading. I'm going to fuck around with it more to try and make a page of all of my statuses instead of just the most recent. This is another quick update because I have one more exam and then I'm free. So WARNING I will be more active after that because I literally have nothing to do. I watched Boogie Nights at the cinema on Saturday and I really enjoyed it. I think I might be a bit too woke for it but it was very very beautiful and I liked the soundtrack. One of those films that makes u want to just pick up a camera and drop everything to become a director. Can I say something though I fell for the damn Hi-Fi soundsystem advertisement because the day after watching it I found myself buying a vinyl / CD / bluetooth / tape player combo. Do not regret it at all the speakers are much better than my previous one and I'm really enjoying listening to my CDs on it. I listened to my Air CDs yesterday and I've got my one of Music Has the Right to Children by Boards of Canada on right now. I'm not having an electronic phase right now my counsellor gave me loads of electronic CDs. So here I am. Those are all the things I have to say. I have an exhibition for my art coursework tomorrow so I'll update u on that then. See u for now

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