(Scroll me!) Haven't been on here for like a week, I've been sooooo busy. I had my art exam at the end, and then I visited the uni of York on Saturday. And then I just couldn't be bothered on Sunday. I think this will be a quick update today and then tomorrow I'll ramble about something. But I wanted to get my thoughts down about uni today.

I was torn between York and Belfast. York seems better with education and one of the professors there is a philosophy of religion guy and thats my jam. Belfast is a much better city and is less studenty. I have a very hopeful view of uni, that I'll go there and everything will be fine and amazing and I will not be me. But I'm accepting the fact that I'll still feel awful wherever I go and I'll still struggle socially. So it doesn't matter lol. I'm glad I got rejected from Oxford though because even if I would've coped academically, there would be no way I would survive the social situation. Too small. I'm hoping that because I'll be away from home, it'll be easier for me to cope socially knowing nobody knows me at all. But I think that only works for the first day ha.

Anyway I think I've settled on York. I think the airports and the ferries and all with Belfast would've been too much for me. I like the brutalist architecture at York as well. And its closer to home. Weighing it up in my head right now the scale is decisively York. Let me know if I am making a huge mistake.

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